You Can't...

I don't care anymore!

2006-01-11T21:43:45Z

Ok so who reads this read it and weep... I'm Aaron's girlfriend! ha... got that felt good, now just gatta tell the guys... and I know they won't like it. Grr... I wish ppl would just chill sometime! But seriously I am spoiled already. Aaron went to Lansing last night just to get me a Drew Stanton jersey signed by him! Yeah it's personalized! It says "Happy 19th, Michele. Go State! Drew Staton #5" yeah!!!!! I flipped! he wanted to do it for me b4 he leaves and he won't b here for my b-day. He's sooooooooo sweet!!!! mauh!

Sittin here doing nothing...

2005-12-30T19:30:38Z

Yeah so I'm at work right now... all by myself. It's so boring. Callie's got strepthroat, and I have no one to talk to and nothing to do. I think I changed my Myspace profile 10 times today. lol Yeah, I'm a dork, but it looks cool now. I'm suppose to go out w/ Aaron tonight and see that new scary movie. That'll b fun. Went up to the Voo w/ Jake last night. that was such a blast. I love that boy! n to my surprise Aaron met me up there. It was really sweet. I'm really bummed that he's leaving on the 23rd cuz I really like him. but hey shit happens i guess. but it's ok cuz he'll be back in time for softball... yeah i can't wait!! I miss softball! grr... yeah I'm done. lol

Sorry guys...

2005-12-29T03:27:45Z

I'm going Friends only. Got too much personal shit to be flaunting it around. lol

hmm....

2005-12-28T15:41:35Z

Wow it's been awhile since I've written anything on this thing, But I'm really bored and got a lot on my mind, so here it goes. There's been so much going on and I feel there's no time to think. Drew's back in town, and he's starting to realize that me and him will never happen again. I know it's hard for him, but it's somthing he's gatta get use to. I hung out w/ Aaron the other night and Drew called me and got really weird when he found out where I was and w/. I don't know what to say to the kid anymore. He sets me up to hurt him all the time, and makes me look like the worst person in the world. I don't wanna feel like this anymore! I don't want tip toe around everything, I wish I could just grow the balls to stand up and say something. And it's not just Drew, it's w/ everyone. Why can't I stand up and go for what I want? Is it that difficult that people have to live their own lives in fear of rejection and remorse? I know this is sounding really depressing, but in given situations it is getting worse and worse. Sometimes I wish I could be stronger, but something keeps holding me back. That fear that grasps everyone is haunting me. How do I make it go away?

This is for you Rick

2005-12-10T15:56:19Z

167 movie whore!

2005-12-07T16:03:25Z

Stolen From:: Sammi

Let's see how bad I am... lol

Place x's next to the movies you have seen, if you get over 70 you are a movie whore. Then place the amount of movies you saw in the subject and if you are a movie whore or not.

(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
() Boondock Saints
(x) The Mexican
(x) Fight Club
(x) Starsky and Hutch
(x) Neverending Story
() Blazing Saddles
() Garden State
(x) The Princess Bride
(x) Young Frankenstien
(x) AnchorMan
(x) Napoleon Dynamite
(x) Saw
() White Noise
() White Oleander
(x) Anger Management
Total here: 11

(x) 50 First Dates
(x) Jason X
(x) Scream
(x) Scream 2
(x) Scream 3
(x) Scary Movie
(x) Scary Movie 2
(x) Scary Movie 3
(x) American Pie
(x) American Pie 2
(x) American Wedding
(x) Harry Potter
() Harry Potter 2
() Harry Potter 3
() Harry Potter 4
() Resident Evil I
( ) Resident Evil 2
(x) The Wedding Singer
(x) Little Black Book
Total here: 14

(x) The Village
(x) Donnie Darko
(x) Lilo & Stitch
(x) Finding Nemo
(x) Finding Neverland
(x) 13 Ghosts
(x) Signs
(x) The Grinch
(x) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
() White Chicks
(x) Butterfly Effect
(x) Thirteen going on 30
() I Robot
(x) Dodgeball
() Universal Soldier
(x) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
() Along Came A Spider
(x) Deep impact
Total here: 14

(x) KingPin
(x) Never Been Kissed
(x) Meet The Parents
(x) Meet the Fockers
(x) Eight Crazy Nights
() A Cinderella Story
(x) The Terminal
() The Lizzie McGuire Movie
() Passport to Paris
(x) Dumb & Dumber
(x) Dumb & Dumberer
(x) Final Destination
(x) Final Destination 2
(x) Halloween
(x) The Ring
(x) The Ring 2
() Harold & Kumar Go to White Castle
Total Here: 13

(x) Practical Magic
(x) Chicago
(x) Ghost Ship
() From Hell
() Hellboy
(x) Secret Window
(x) I Am Sam
(x) The Whole Nine Yards
(x) The Whole Ten Yards
(x) The Day After Tomorrow
(x) Child's Play
(x) Bride of Chucky
(x) Ten Things I Hate About You
(x) Just Married
Total Here: 12

(x) Gothika
(x) Nightmare on Elm Street
(x) Sixteen Candles
(x) Bad Boys
(x) Bad Boys 2
(x) Joy Ride
(x) Seven (SE7EN)
(x) Oceans Eleven
(x)Oceans Twelve
(x)Identity
Total here: 10

() Lone Star
(x) Predator I
() Predator II
(x) Independence day
() Cujo
(x) A Bronx Tale
(x) Darkness Falls
() Christine
(x) ET
(x) Children of the Corn
(x) My Boss' Daughter
(x) Maid in Manhattan
(x) Frailty
( ) Best bet
(x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x) She's All That
() Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
(x)Mars Attacks
Total here: 12

( ) Event Horizon
(x) Ever After
(x) Forrest Gump
() Big Trouble in Little China
(x) X-men 1
( ) X-men 2
(x) Catch Me If You Can
(x)The Others
(x) Freaky Friday
( ) Ring of Fire
(x) The Hot Chick
() Swimfan
() Miracle
(x) Old School
(x) Ray
(x) The Notebook
(x) K-Pax
Total here: 11

(x) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
()Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
() Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(x) A Walk to Remember
() Boogeyman
(x) Hitch
(x) The Fifth Element
(x) Star Wars episode I The Phantom Menace
() Star Wars episode II Attack of The Clones
() Star Wars episode III Revenge of The Sith
(x) Star Wars episode IV A New Hope
(x) Star Wars episode V The Empire Strikes Back
(x) Star Wars episode VI Return of The Jedi
(x) Troop Beverly Hills
( ) Swimming with Sharks
(x) Air Force One
Total Here: 10

(x) For Richer or Poorer
( ) Trainspotting
(x) People under the stairs
( ) Blue Velvet
(x) Sound of music
(x) Parent Trap
() The Burbs
(x) The Terminator
() Empire Records
( ) SLC Punk
(x) Meet Joe Black
() Wild girls
( ) A Clockwork Orange
(x) The Order
(x) Spiderman
(x) Spiderman 2
( ) Amelie
Total here: 8

(x) Mean Girls
(x) Shrek
(x)Shrek 2
(x) The Incredibles
(x) Collateral
(x) The Fast & The Furious
() 2 Fast 2 Furious
( ) Sky Captain Of The World Of Tomorrow
() Closer
Total here: 6

(x) Titanic
(x) Saved
() Bowling For Columbine
() Farenheit 9/11
(x) The Sixth Sense
(x) Artificial intelligence (AI)
(x) Love Actually
( ) Shutter
(x) Ella Enchanted
(x) Princess diaries 1
() Princess diaries 2
(x) Constantine
(x) Million Dollar Baby
(x) Envy
(x) Eurotrip
(x) Malibu's Most wanted
(x) Big Daddy
(x) Black Sheep
(x) The Breakfast Club
() West side story
Total here: 15

(x)A Christmas Story
(x) Spanglish
() Pulp Fiction
() Sleepover
(x) The Evil Dead
() Killer Klowns From Outer Space
() The Seed of chucky
(x) Vanilla Sky
(x) Nightmare Before Christmas
(x) Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind
(x) Interview With The Vampire
() The Crow
( ) Purple Rain
( ) Reservoir Dogs
(x) Wayne's World
Total here: 8

(x) Wayne's World 2
( ) 21 Grams
() Blow
(x) Edward Scissorhands
() Clerks
(x) Beauty and the Beast
(x) Guess who
(x) Monster In-Law
(x) Elf
(x) Stuart Little
() Stuart Little 2
() Mall Rats
() Chasing Amy
() Dogma
(x) Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back
Total here: 9

(x) Beetlejuice
() The Last Samurai
(x) The Amityville Horror
() The Aviator
(x) Romeo and Juliet
() Barbershop
(x) Beauty Shop
(x)Legally Blonde
(x) Legally Blonde 2
(x) The Forgotten
(x) Confessions Of A Teenage Drama Queen
(x) Grudge
Total here: 9

( ) Bully
( ) Kids
( ) Another day In paradise.
( ) Basie Moi
( ) Ghost in the shell
( ) Akira
( ) Blade Runner
( ) Dog Soliders
() Privet parts
() Taxi Diver
( ) Fear and Loathing In Las Vegas
() Iron Gaint
( ) Nikita
( ) Leon
( ) Perfect Blue
( ) Road House
() Robin Hood Prince of Thieves
() Natural Born Killers
() Reservoir Dogs
(x) From Dusk Till dawn
Total Here: 1

() Kill Bill 1
() Kill Bill 2
( ) Jackie Brown
( ) True Romance
(x) Big Fish
(x) batman returns
(x) batman
(x) Little Nicky
() Rocky Horror Picture show
Total here: 4

Over All Total..... 167

Im a Movie whore..rock on!

So, yeah

2005-12-06T14:35:41Z

Yeah, well my lala land time was cut short. I don't really feel like getting into details, but let's just say boys can kiss my @$$! I'm really dissapointed in what has happened, because it was basically out of no where. Everyone keeps telling me that there's something behind it, because everything was great until now. It makes me feel like I'm doing something wrong, or I have some kind of guy repellent on. lol so yeah I'm not wasting my time on any more guys that'll just break my heart. I got alot to learn and a long time to learn it. That's all. But I had a lot of fun hanging out w/ my buds last night. I got to be w/ aaron, neal, Kenny, and Justin for a little bit. it was nice having all of them around, i needed some love and attention. lol It's nice to know that i'll always have them, actually that sounds kind of depressing..."I'll never get a man, but I'll always have me buddy's" lol. But i love them all the same. lol later.

Another Blah day

2005-11-30T19:09:50Z

Hey ya'll watch this...lol yeah i'm a dork. I'm just sittin @ work bored to tears, and I haven't really had a chance to use the internet, so i'm taking advantage of it now. lol Were watching Mr. & Mrs. Smith. Good movie, mmm...Brad Pitt. lol But yeah hung out w/ Rob for a lil bit last night, it was fun. Always is. I wish i could get my camera to work so i can post a pic of him but it's being stupid. I'm gunna try not to go over there all the time for a lil bit so that i can kinda play hard to get... it's a girl thing, cuz it always seems guys want what they can't have and if i make myself too available sooner or later he'll get bored and i'm out of the picture for good. I'm not doing that to this one, happens too many times. lol so yeah nothing else real interesting. getting new tires on my car today and rob said that he was going to find a part for the light to get it fixed. so pretty soon it'll be back to normal. lol well, now i'm babbleing. out

fill this out!

2005-11-29T05:29:45Z

STOLE THIS RICK

1. Have we kissed?:

2. Do you want to?:

3. What would you like our relationship to be?:

4. Have we dated?:

5. Did you like it?:

6. Do you want to date?:

7. Are we close friends?:

8. Would you be here if I needed you?:

9. Are you attracted to me?:

10. Mentally, sexually, or both?:

11. Do you love me?:

Appearance Do you like my-

12. Face?:

13. Eyes?:

14. Lips?:

15. Body?:

16. Arms?:

17. Legs?:

18. Clothes?:

19. Ass?:

20. Hands?:

21. Hair?:

Do think I'm-

22. Sexy?:

23. Beautiful?:

24. Hot?:

25. Cute?:

Personality Do you think I'm-

26. Crazy?:

27. Nice?:

28. Fun to be around?:

29. Funny?:

30. Annoying?:

Would you..

31. Share chocolate with me?:

32. Spend a weekend with me?:

33. Alone?:

34. Hook up with me?:

35. Have sex with me?:

36. Care if I ran away?:

37. Care if I died?:

38. Miss me if I left?:

39. Hang out with me?:

What would you do if..

40. I kissed you?:

41. You found out I was missing?:

42. You found out I was in the hospital?:

43. You found out I was dead?:

44. I cried?:

45. I asked you for help?:

46. I told you I loved you?:

47. I told you I hated you?:

48. Someone told you I wanted you to kiss me?:

49. Someone told you I had a crush on you?:

In the last week have you..

50. Wanted to kiss me?:

51. Wanted to see me?:

52. Wanted to have sex with me?:

53. Wanted to tell me you loved me?:

54. Wanted to spend alone time with me? *wink*:

55. Wanted to get to know me better?:

56. Thought about me?:

57. Missed me?:

58. Wanted me?:

59. Seen me?:

60. Kissed me?:

Have I..

61. Kissed you?

62. Hugged you?

63. Told you I loved you?:

64. Made you happy?:

65. Made you sad?:

66. Made you angry?:

67. Made you feel better if you were upset?:

Are you..

68. Happy you know me?:

69. Going to post this is so I can answer it?

70. Wanting to touch my butt?

Great weekend!

2005-11-28T21:27:44Z

OMG this weekend was so much fun! I hung out w/ Rob all weekend and stayed over there saturday night. It felt so good to have him w/ me all night long. i thought i'd died and gone to heaven! lol I was talking w/ his best friend and he told me how Rob was saying how much he was likeing me! it got me all giddy, i felt like a 2 yr old who just got a pony! lol I talked to him on the phone for about 2 hours last night after desperate housewives of course, and it was so funny. he always makes me laugh and i feel like i don't have to bite my lip about what i say w/ him. he wanted me to come over and make a snowman w/ him, but he lives out in whitehall and i didn't feel like it, so were suppose to make a snowman today after i get out of work, but the damn rain melted all the snow, so were gunna play in the mud he said. lol as soon as i get everything working w/ my camera i'm gunna try to post a pic of him. he's soooooo cute! alright i'm out.

Scared

2005-11-26T22:41:32Z

hey everyone... so heres the update that prolly no one cares about but i need to put it out somewhere. i met this really great guy named Rob, and we're kind of seeing each other, and i'm really happy being around him. i get the whole butterfly thingy, and he knows just how to make me smile. well, i know i need to learn to trust people, but it's so hard for me to let my wall down. the worst thing is i want to so bad but i get so scared that once i do somehtings going to happen and he's gunna get swepted out from under my feet. he's so sweet and everything about him makes you just fall in love w/ him, but the more and more i start to like him the more i get scared that i'm gunna lose him, which leads to the depressing michele again, and i don't want that. i haven't met a guy like him in a long time, it's always been everyone around me getting all the good ones, i didn't think i'd ever get one. now my biggest fear is losing that good one to someone who wants the same thing. it sucks being a girl and thinking about this stuff all the time. i hate not knowing what's gunna happen next, but the biggest excitement in my life is waiting to see what is next. isn't it crazy? but anyway i know it's long but it's so easy to pour your heart out in these things. peace out

The holiday Drama

2005-11-23T19:12:39Z

Thanksgiving is tomorrow. Gatta do the family thing yippy. lol So many people have too much drama going on this time of the year. it's frustrating. I wish that everyone would stay out of everyone's bussiness, and just worry about their own lives. It's one thing if someone comes to you for help and advice, but for them to put in their word that is not asked for, that can piss a person off. Everyone is telling me to live my life and what I'm doing wrong, and I wish that I could make my own mistakes and say "hey i messed up, no big deal" it's everyone around that makes a big deal out of nothing. I'm always happy to listen to what people have to say and give a hand to people who want it, but if you see me happy and that bugs you, don't ruin my happy mood ok? so yeah if you couldn't tell it's been a nice drama filled day!

poopy boys

2005-11-22T21:46:51Z

boys suck...yeppers they can all go blow a goat! there's only a few that are good enough and their gay so it doesn't count! lol i'm so sick of all the male drama that gets stirred up and how imature all of them can be! they should really listen to us women for once and notice how stupid they are! (sorry you innocent bystander boys, but it's true and you know it). so yeah that's my story (and i'm sticking to it).

Excited!

2005-11-21T19:06:42Z

I'm so excited! I'm going out on a date tonight w/ Rob, and it feels so great to get back in the game. he's super sweet and i just can't get enough of him. Andrea and i went over to his and Jay's house last night and played battle of the sexs. fun stuff. if i didn't have to work today i prolly would have stayed longer. I'm at work now and realize i have nothing to wear at home. yikes! i may need to stop at the mall after work... teehehehe. any excuse to go shopping right. so yeah that's all that new here. oh yeah and drew's coming to town for a lil bit this weekend for turkey day. so that'll be nice to see him for a bit. hope everybody has a fun Thanksgiving. gobble gobble.

What a night

2005-11-20T01:01:02Z

omg! i had the greatest time last night. andrea and i went Caddy's to get out of the house and mingle and we ran into a couple cuties (Rob & Jay) that we met a couple weeks ago at r's (and yes their both straight). neways, we chill w/ them all night and really have good time. andrea and i got a body shot taken off of us 4 the 1st time, it was soooo hott! well, everyone kept starting shit w/ Rob, so the bouncers kinda kicked him out but on good terms. so for us getting kicked out he bought me enough gas to come over to their house in whitehall and party w/ them. knowing that i had to work the next day i still wanted to go over there, so we did. lol we had so much fun, and i had too much! (if you know what i mean). were supposed to hang out w/ them again tonight when Andrea gets back 4rm wherever she is. Jay has to make up to her pretty bad cuz he passed out on her. lol ne who that was my fun night. went to work today w/ an 1 1/2 of sleep. callie came in to keep me awake. i owe her big time, cuz i don't if i would have been able to make it. lol ne way that's all for now. out.

So...Yeah

2005-11-18T18:52:43Z

Yeah very slow day today and i've got the worse headache ever! i wish i could just go home! my grandma and grandpa stopped by and told me my lil sis is in Mock Rock, but their all sold out. so i was gunna try and sneek in so i can see her. i wish my dad or jeni would have called me or let me know about these things so i can plan on going sooner. i just found out it was this friday last night from kenny. no one tells me these things grr. lol but yeah my dad called me and said they had an extra ticket so i get to see her after all. she's gunna take the big prize, but on the same token so is ashley (Kenny's sis). I'm torn now...lol but yeah gunna go back to work now. fun! lol oh yeah and rick i caught you skipping school again! and i know you didn't have a snow day! lol call me up we still have to watch our batmans.

This song describes it all...

2005-11-18T05:47:24Z

NEVER MIND ME

If you see me on the street, lookin' like I ain't slept in a week.

Don’t worry, baby.

Find me closing down the bar, catch me crawling to my car.

Hey, just look the other way.

And if I’m by myself with a twisted face filling up on comfortable space.

CHORUS:

Never Mind Me.

(I’ll be fine just talkin’ to myself)

Never mind me.

(Sittin’ all alone inside my personal hell)

I’m doing just fine.

Never mind me.

Well if you just can’t comprehend why I’d be kissing your best friend.

Hey, just keep walkin’ baby.

‘Cause when your sittin’ on the edge of a twenty story ledge, oh

well, don’t try to save me, no.

I’m probably lookin’ at the sky just tryin’ to find a reason why.

CHORUS:

Never Mind Me.

(I’ll be fine just talkin’ to myself)

Never mind me.

(Sittin’ all alone inside my personal hell)

I’m doing just fine.

Never mind me.

Don’t remind me I’m not crazy.

Don’t rewind me then replay me.

I’m just fine.

CHORUS:

Never Mind Me.

(I’ll be fine just talkin’ to myself)

Never mind me.

(Sittin’ all alone inside my personal hell)

I’m doing just fine.

Never mind me.

chelebell187 @ 2005-11-17T16:57:00

2005-11-17T21:58:56Z

This journal entry is for you Brad. If you could see my face there are tears in it for not adding me to your myspace. *tear tear* You say you don't know but you do, i just don't think you like me. lol

Tried the Trick

2005-11-17T15:42:52Z

Here ya go rick i was bored at work and thought i'd try your trick. it's not as good as yours, but it works.

My Sentence:
i just for once wanna be lazy.

Yeah, so extremely bored at work with nothing to do but type on the internet and watch movies we've all seen a million times. i wanna go out to the high school tonight and watch the play, i'm suppose to see avery there, but who knows. i wanna have someone to go with but all my friends are busy or don't like going. i think i might be going alone tonight... *tear* that's alright i'll make due. other than that nothing real new going on. can't wait for more snow so i can go snowmobileing! i'm so excited...*vroom vroom! i got my hair done last night. it's christmasy andrea said. i like it, ma doesn't, but she's learning to. i'm thinking about getting my tongue peirced, so rick u gatta tell me what it was like so i don't chicken out. lol drews coming to toen for thanksgiving, i'm getting pretty excited for that. i miss him, were not getting back together but i do miss him being around from time to time. well, i think i wrote enough for one day to catch you up, peace out homies...lol

Hello my old friend...

2005-11-12T01:05:19Z

hey everyone, nothing new really happening. i'm excited i don't have to work tomorrow so i'm going out tonight making sure i can't remember this whole week if you get what i mean. i'm going to take advantage of not having to get up 2morrow morning. i'm prolly not going to up to western this weekend because i can't find a sitter for morgan. bummer maybe next year. out

Racacaca

2005-11-09T18:29:02Z

Yeah getting a lot of shit taken care of these days... feeling better about life... i guess. i wish that people would grow up and not act like were all in high school, but it's getting better. i guess the change is too much for most. Neal sent me flowers today. He has a date Thursday and i told him that i was scared because if they get serious she's not going to let me hang out with him and i'll lose me neal. lol all he did was laugh and got me 8 roses to prove that he wasn't going anywhere. it was sweet. i'm real excited for this weekend aaron wants to take andrea and i to Western to party for Central/Western weekend. the only problem is that i told mom i'd watch baby sunday while she was @ her hair show. so now i'm gunna try and get a sitter. lol it's horrible i know but i don't get invited to party @ western very much. maybe i'll c sara. lol but that's pretty much all thats going on here. out!

ugh...

2005-10-20T14:27:10Z

I've never been so bored! i need a new job somewhere where i can actually do something and go somewhere. i'm only going to a couple classes now because i'm so far in debt i can't even afford to breath. on a lighter note my dog had her puppies this morning. she's the proud mommy of 6 blacks, 2 chocolate, and 1 yellow (she's a black lab if ya'll didn't know). but things are going alright for the most part. as good as they get i guess. oh yeah n i got a new cell # (i can't remember if i already posted it, but i'm trusting) it's a verizon, (231-670-7005) so give me a shout!

Hey i got...

2005-10-14T17:16:49Z

a new phone with a different #. i'm trying to let every1 know cuz it's a pain in the ass. 231-670-7005 so yeah if u wanna call that's what u gatta call.

Knock it off!

2005-10-13T18:16:19Z

QUIT BEING SO DAMNED DEPRESSING PEOPLE! GEEZ... :)

Another Day

2005-10-05T19:58:18Z

blah! another day and i'm still feeling the same. i don't want to do anything. i don't wanna work i don't wanna got to school. i just for once wanna be lazy. i never sleep, and i never go out any more. it makes me sad. blah. i'm going to quit smoking. i have one ciggerette left and it's going to be smoked after work, and then i'm done. it's starting to make me sick to my stomach. besides it stinks. well i'm just typing to be bored, so cha cha. bye